Have you ever suffered from professional jealousy? Or a moment when you’ve picked something up to read at work and thought, ‘Well that’s not good enough!’ mostly because it wasn’t done the way you would do it?
I have to confess that I have, and more times than I would like to count.
In this Sunday’s Gospel, and the first reading from the Book of Numbers, that’s exactly what’s happening.
In the midst of the exodus, and the long, trying journey through the wilderness, God gives a sign to the people that they have not been abandoned - that God has a plan for them. Yet when one of those who did not answer God’s call is gifted with the same Spirit as those who did, Joshua calls on Moses to put a stop to it.
Then, in the midst of Jesus public ministry, John and the other disciples try to stop the man who is not one of the chosen from doing what they see as their calling. Both Jesus and Moses respond in the same way. Why should they stop someone who is doing good in God’s name.
It was St Augustine that put forward the idea that evil is not a thing in and of itself, but a distortion of good. That when we misuse our strength, our gifts, our intellect, that is when evil happens.
When we look at the good that others do, and are jealous, or judgmental that we could have done it better, we are distorting the heart and mind that God has given us. And whether we give voice to our jealousy, or tear others down in our own mind, we are allowing ourselves to become less than God has created us to be.
In the Psalms we pray, when I am brought low, may I be restored O God by your saving grace. As we reflect on this Sunday’s readings, may we recognise those moments we have let ourselves down by putting down others and ask God's forgiveness.
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