This week we continue to hear from the Gospel of John. Though all of the Gospels tell the story of the same Jesus, John's account takes a different view than that of Matthew, Mark and Luke. In it Jesus is presented more explicitly in His divinity, as the incarnate God who reaches down from heaven to draw us to God.
When Jesus commands his disciples therefore to 'Love one another as I have loved you' we can understand this on two levels.
One is that love that Jesus will exemplify on the cross, a self-giving love that puts the other first. An extravagant love that does not guard the heart but is poured out, whether it is requited or not.
The other is captured in the opening of the responsorial psalm, "the Lord is full of compassion, slow to anger and quick to love." And as I read these words, this is what stands out, and what challenges me the most.
It's easy to love people when they are lovable. But understanding what lies underneath the behaviour that hurts you and forgiving, that's tough. And the closer the person is that hurts you, the harder it is.
Christian love then, is exemplified in both service and forgiveness.
I confess that, right now, it is the latter that I am finding hardest. That I find myself dwelling on my hurts, turning them over in my head. With the result is that relationships become fragmented. That I continue to perform acts of service but without my heart being completely in them.
This then is my challenge and my prayer. That I can reconnect the head and the heart. To stop dwelling on, and once again dwell in my relationships. To love as I am loved.

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